Have just made the mistake of uploading icons (my icons are really pretty) which seems as though it can only foster further posting.

Have been volunteering at local charity shop just for something to do, although I feel somewhat guilty because they're all grateful and friendly to me but I'm not doing it because I'm a really good person or anything - it's mostly out of boredom and having some woman pat me on the arm and be all "thank you so much Emily, it's wonderful, wonderful!" just makes me feel guilty. Especially when it happened like three times. I just like playing with the till is all, come on, and I don't want to obsess about boys all day so, yeah.

I have also written thirteen pages of a random story which is good although it needs lots and lots of work, may be getting some shifts waitressing, done some painting, and I went for a bike ride with my sister yesterday. However it was agonising and difficult and I thought "My God, am I really so unfit?" Perhaps not, believe the problem was that both the tires on my bike and Katy's were flat. Also tried to become a good cook and make a curry but I used bacon for the meat and that sucked. Trying and failing, love it. Oh and am visiting sexycereal this weekend for her birthday unless something terrible happens to me so that will be awesome. Will get out of this house and get some alcohol down me!

Hello everyone, it's that time of year again. Now the Queen /Rolf Harris has been on our screens giving us seasonal greetings, it is time for Emma and Emily to do the same. Welcome to Two Thousand and Six /Sex. She's thinking six six six I'm thinking sex, are you hoping for a miracle? This is the year of the Tiger /eye of the tiger /who knows, you can only be friends with people in the same birth year as you though /Chinese zodiac. In this year we'd like to nominate Eugene for President (of world and universe), LOST for death, Hurley and Michelle McManus for a diet, The Queen for new teeth a la Rolf, Mischa for accessorize /H&M /Charity shops /The O.C. James Blunt has represented Britain really well this year, cheers James, you're beautiful too. And your life is beautiful, and I saw an Angel (all the girls fancy him) standing there...your love is pure. Pete Doherty has been stylish this year, let's have him as Style Icon /our dealer. We would also like to nominate Pete for a bath as he's very dirty after all that puking /dirrty /Christina /We ship X-T1na/P3te /XTC. Thanks to Australia for producing Steve Irwin /Kyle /Neighbours /Especially Paul Robinson, hot stuff bebe /Talia you're hott too babez. We would also like to take this opportunity to nominate little Walter (Best NewComer LOST) for best representation in a hip-hop video. And Bones for Best Film of the year. Thanks Snoop, keep it real babez. Here's a quote from Bones for you lot..."He ain't white, but he sure as hell ain't black either". Here's another "Shut the fuck up nigger" and another "Fo sure nigga don't go in that mofo house mofo dogg the dogg mo mo fo fo the dogg just gets hungrier mofo". Here's one last one, "Dontcha' wish your girlfriend was a freak like me". Thanks Pussycatz, you're hot too /Paris Hilton / DOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLSSSSSSS. James Blunt, you're a lucky man /look who's alone now...it's not me. Anyway, love and peace y'all,

Emma and Emily.

A horrifying new phenomenon is sweeping the nation. It is entitled LOST. I find it to be quite poor. Although I do have a favourite character who you can see in my icon. He is definitely the new Caleb. However, I despise the show and all these silly theories about it. But, in an effort to get in touch with the youth of today, notinmyhand and I have made a livejournal community to display our LOST artwork. It is at oneispreggers, don't get LOST on your way.

I went a bit crazy with lyrics but here is the Veronica/Logan wallpaper I promised sexycereal for reasons I cannot remember because I was drunk on rum.



It's some crazy size, 1280 x 800, and I couldn't manage to resize it so if anyone else wants to then go for it. What else? Oh yes, it's also a .png because being annoying is fun.

I wish more people on my friendslist watched Neighbours so you could understand how awesome it was to see Susan and Izzy argueing and Karl telling Izzy to get off him. Oh yes.

Hey, remember how much I bitched about how much of a stupid bitch Marti Noxon was throughout Buffy? Well I always knew I was right but I think that as far as empirical evidence goes, Point Pleasant just about says it all. Seriously.


Oh, and I just watched Roswell, Cry Your Name, and it's so damn true. All I can really say is 'Alex! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!' and then cry a lot. Damn Roswell. But y'know, yay for having Logan in it and covering him in rain.

It has taken me a while but I think I could love Veronica Mars for the sole reason that I'm in love with Logan Echolls.

I do not love Firefly, Dr Who or any of these other crazy new/old shows and I get crabby like an old lady when I see numerous posts about them. Of course I also become crabby old lady when I see people praising Veronica to high heavens. It took me like fourteen episodes to get into it and I'm still not utterly convinced, I don't see how the first episode can win people over at all because it just made me roll my eyes and want to never watch it again. Luckily I persisted and now I love Logan lots. And Lilly. and Duncan too. I'm digging all the flashbacks and Logan's hotness and how Lilly is kind of a bitch and how that makes me adore her, and how Duncan is crazy hot and I want to know who killed Lilly and who raped Veronica and all of these other questions!

I need new icons. My current ones suck like Veronica's dad does. Ssh have random hatred for him. Logan ones! And Duncan damnit. Should make them, or mooch them off you guys if you point me in the right direction, I'm hoping buffyx and sexycereal have made some pretty things I can steal. Have only seen up to episode fourteen so ideally want ones from then but no doubt I shall have seen the rest of the episodes pretty soon. Ply me with pretty things!

It has been a year since Josie died. Like Sorcha said in her livejournal, a lot of you probably don't know or know of her and I'm not trying to impose my pain onto anybody else or anything because they won't get it, and that is not fair on them either. I just needed to write something today.

I can't really say anything that will sum up how I feel or what this means so I won't try to fumble for words. I've kind of been a mess on and off fore past few days. I'm caught between being so angry and sad that this happened that I can't do anything and trying to carpe diem and so on just because I have to, I can't just waste my life, even though. That would be a really selfish thing for me to do.

There are a lot of things I regret. That I didn't meet her in LA when I should have because I just presumed there would be more chances, that I couldn't find the words to say goodbye properly, that I could maybe have done more. I can't dwell on them though and this isn't about me. I'm doing what I said I wouldn't do and fumbling around with words trying to say what I mean but failing. Doesn't matter.

Miss you. You were awesome and I'm so so sorry and sad that this could and did happen, and I wish you were here. You should have gotten to live so much more and I wish you weren't taken away. I'm so sad when it's a beautiful day and you're not around to experience it. I wish you were still around but you're not and I'm glad that you were around for the short time that you were, and I just wish it could have been longer. I wish more people had known how wonderful you were but I'm glad that I did. I won't forget you not ever. Love you.

_____ Emily.
Emily is ______.
If I were alone in a room with Emily, I would _______.
I think Emily should _____.
Emily needs ______.
I want to ____________ Emily.
Someday Emily will________.
Emily reminds me of _______.
Without Emily _______.
Emily can be __________.
Best thing about Emily is _________.
I am ________ with Emily.
Emily, will you________.

1. Post the names of 20 of your favorite musicians.
2. See who can guess which is your favorite song by each.
3. Once someone guesses right, bold that row and include the song.

01. Counting Crows - A Murder of One. Guessed by gracefulreverie
02. Tori Amos - Glory of the 80's. Guessed by passionflows
03. Death Cab for Cutie - Photobooth
04. Rilo Kiley - Plane Crash in C. Guessed by devianna
05. Belle & Sebastian - If She Wants Me. Guessed by sexycereal
06. The Postal Service - Clark Gable. Guessed by aflowerinrain
07. Modest Mouse - The World at Large. Guessed by devianna
08. Jason Mraz - The Remedy. Guessed by sexycereal
09. Dave Matthews Band - Crash into Me. Guessed by passionflows
10. Jeff Buckley - Last Goodbye
11. Nada Surf - The Way You Wear Your Head
12. Bic Runga - Good Morning Baby
13. Four Star Mary - Riiiio. Guessed by sexycereal
14. Feeder - Quick Fade
15. Jewel - Sometimes it be that way
16. Third Eye Blind - The Background. Guessed by sexycereal
17. Ani DiFranco - Untouchable face
18. Matchbox 20 - Last Beautiful Girl. Guessed by sexycereal
19. Tegan and Sara - City Girl
20. The Beatles - Here comes the sun

edit: I've added the ones that nobody guessed.